My Life Journey

last entry..for you

2006-03-05T06:52:00.000-08:00

Well i though i will never write an entry here again but this last entry i'll like to delicate to You-Know-Who before this blog remains stagant forever.

Hms i know this gal when i'm in Sec 3. She was my direct junior from the same secondary 2 class but i din get to noe her until mid 2002. The sch organised a oversea enrichment trip to china and we happened to board the same plane. As one of the few seniors on the trip, I was choosen as a leader of a Grp called the "tang" grp and she happened to be in my grp wif a few other juniors.

During the whole trip i din have much opportunity to get to noe her better as we were both with our own gang, until that she knew i was her direct senior. We began to talk more often and it happened that her bdae fall during the trip itself. Still rem how we tried to hlp you to celebrate but da whole thing got messed up by a telephone call frm spore. It was aso the first time i gave her a present- a La Bi Xiao Xing soft toy. =D

Time flew and we were back in spore. Exchanged contacts within the grp and thus we remain contact wif each other. The first sms i sent her is a bdae msg and she only replied the day after that as she had fallen aslp dat day. Continued to sms her and soon we went out together to watch our first movie together-"Dark water" with her close friend whom was in the same grp as us. We began to sms each other more often, even late into the night and the friendship grew stronger day by day, sms by sms. =D

Many events happened after then. Her mother confiscated her hp after her sms burst. She losing her hp and becoming so upset. Became even more upset because of a guy. Mi having my family problem. She began to write to mi then since she cant reali sms mi. The first letter she wrote with stickers frm mi-to-you and in a self-made envelop ended wif a quote at the back, " friends are angels that lift you up to your feets when ur wings have difficulty flying"

Ever then we would exchanged letters, cards and sometimes small little presents and of course smses at times. If you readers think that things will go better than us, you are wrong. Things became worse for us. It was downhill all da way since dat night when i sms her a particular thing. No more smses, no more meeting up, juz letters to express feelings that we could not tell straight to each other. Life began without her as one of my main focus for a period of time. But then we will occasionally exchange smses and letters/cards. Exchanged presents for Xmas that year too. I got a card and a box of chocolate while she got a mi-to-you card and bear. =D

Things remains as in till then. Occasional meet up, gifts for each other during brithdays, V'day, Xmas. Many up and down happened aso- relationships, studies, families and friends. "I'll always be there for you if you need mi here" seems to be da most frequent line we have exchanged. =p

We remains as good friends till now. Almost 4 years of friendship till now. Very glad that this friendship is still here. I know that you are very upset now. I din wanna to rub salt into your wound. It was my mistake, my fault, my carelessness. I spolit your weekend, your night and reminds you of the most saddening and hurting truth. Saying sorry cant bring mi back into the past.

I reali danoe wad to do now, except writing dat email to you. I reali hope that you can bounce back frm this setback. i din reali mean to rub salt into your wound. I hoped that your wound can be cured quicker. Today my sis brought mi to da temple to pray for my safety in army. I made a silent prayer for you to stand up again and fought thru this storm that you are engaging in now. Danoe when will i see you again. One month? two months? one year? or even 2 years? maybe not even again???

Nevertheless i hope for the best for you. A happier you will be my best bdae present ever. =D

hms this sounds like a ying yue ri ji entry.

"I kept a box, to keep all the letters and cards you gave to mi, a box of memories frm you-to-mi"

msia trip =D

2005-12-17T04:38:00.000-08:00

Now for the second part of my mia-ing- Msia trip with Mingliang, Yichuan and Wei cheng!!

It all started on sun morning, 11th dec. Met up at boonlay for breakfast and den took da bus to KL. It was kinda of a boring bus journey except for da chio bu and her sis sitting next to us. =p hahax so it was juz sight seeing and chit chatting thoroughtout da journey. For mi, YV camp has drained too much of mine energy so hafta catch some sleep or else i would wastefully slp in KL.

Reach KL at bout 4pm. It was kinda hard for us to adapt dere. maybe its cuz it was our first time dere without any adult so our hands were on our pouch at all times. =p So after dat walk around to find our hotel-Radius International. Although it was a 3 star hotel it was quite gd lah. somemore security darn power got a lot of policeman staying dere due to da Asean Summit. Then we went shopping at bukit bintang aka Orchard road of KL. Went to this BB mall which is da first shopping complex we saw. Walk around mostly is window shop oni cuz wanna put our main firepower at chinatown. However i spent an overwhelming 100 bucks(RM) dere! Bought quite alot of presents dere. Then we had Swensen for dinner which is 30 bucks. =D quite cheap compared to Spore but da food not dat nice. =X

Second day morning had breakfast in da hotel. Buffet style but da food not dat nice. Ate quite alot though cuz its free?! hahax after breakfast went to Petronas Twin Tower. Whoo muz say its reali grand siaz took quite alot of pics dere too. After dat its one of da highlight of the trip- Cosmo Indoor theme Park at Times Square! The roller coaster ride is darn cool!! took 4 times i think first time took a 360 roller coaster ride loh. Darn Shoick! Escape compared to it was reali lousey siaz not dat Escape is no gd but Cosmo is too gd. hee Saw some eye candy dere too. Pink shirt gal for ML hahax Had Kenny Roger for Dinner dat nite too. However it start to rains and spolit our plans to chinatown. We did go dere though but da shops da were all closed. Got irritated by dis GL guy who forced us to buy his shirts. Bought our soccer jersey dere too! Since alot of shops were closed we decided to go back and have supper which include coffee bean, wanton mee, potato wedges with cheese and famous amos cookies! =D

Third day was to Sunway lagnoon. I remember going dere once when i was young. Sunway was like a Fanasty Island combined with Asia Village but better of course lah. Took quite alot of rides got ourselves all wet. Ha cuz we were wearing shorts and shirts. And dis time round eye candy of da day belongs to KYC- black shirt gal!hahax ate pizza hut for dinner den went to Chinatown again to buy things. heh almost spent all our money loh. Later den went back to have macs for supper.

Fourth day was da last day. Nothing much went around shopping again, mainly food for da train back. Reach Spore at bout 830, reach hml at 9 plus. We were all darn tired but no doubt da trip was fun!

Lessons learn:
1) Bring more money
2) Always cross da road with extreme catious
3) Save money by skipping lunch
4) bring a pillow for da bus or train
5) Mp3 is very impt
6) Dun bring so much clothings, can always buy dere =p
7)go in groups of 4
8)Dun take Spore for granted =D

"Its all bout Eat, Play and Shopping!!"

..YV'05.. =D

2005-12-15T19:50:00.000-08:00

Finally back frm mia-ing. It was great fun in the past 2 weeks. YV'05- my fourth YV in my life...

This year YV was kinda different as disability sports was the focus but no doubt i have learnt alot and enjoyed myself. My second try as tf, experience does hlp alot and i find myself speaking with more confidence and much more to say. Dun need to to afraid of "leng chang" of course with da hlp of my tf buddy- Siru lah. She's such a cheerful gal and no doubt making da grp more lively. You can always hear our grp laughing for no gd reasons as either she or i kept saying lame stuffs. =p

My grp is named "gimme five!" Cute rite hahax the theme is sports and i think our grp name is da most creative of all. It's not catchy aso so not many grps bombed us during da camp hee. As usual first day of camp wasnt da lively and the programmes doesnt hlp too but it surely got better as day 2 and 3 came. Cheers was loud and enthu, pple started to open up aso although i think dey can take more initiative to start talking but still gd job "Gimme Five!" We are proud of you!!

Made alot of new friends too. This year there wasnt so many old birds for tf, mainly frm last year participants but quite alot of familiar faces frm com and helpers side. New faces include- Wei ming, adebell(think i spelled wrongly sorry) and jonathon frm NYJC, Jeslyn, Mars,liping, zhixuan, timonthy(hms i'm bad with names) and some whom cant make it to da camp. It was great fun knowing you guys. YV is da place to know fun-loving friends.

This was aso da most emotional camp i have been too so far. On the third night which is da last nite, we had a special finale as NY doesnt allow us a campfire on their new campus. It was vick who started by sharing his experiences as a vol. He shared bout a special friend in Ren Ci whom he knew during his attachment in 1998. It was to no suprise when he broke down as he slowly revealed dat his special friend had not survived his illness as the years go by. It was a moment of emtional. My participant Nisa who was sitting behind him starting crying, Vick cant hold onto his tears, thomas aso and other participants aso. This reminded mi of Clement but i hold onto my tears and prayed silently. Next it was Our Song. As we sang wif one heart and one mind, the lyrics and melody forced the tears out of my eyes. Joreen and thomas' eyes were aso red. Our song had such a special meaning in our hearts. And finally an unexpected finale, Christine told all tfs, helpers and com to close our eyes. "you the inspiration", "hero" and "best in me" were played and christine told us to reflect on the years we had gone thru in YV. Once our black Yv shirts were put onto our shoulders, particpants were whispering encouragement to us(although i cant make out wad msot of them say), it was a truely touching moment... And you would know what happened to most of us next. =p

The last nite ended the least expectedly. Particpants were all in their sch clique so I just went to da com room and spent da nite wif more familiar faces. One room was singing songs while da other was saying ghost stories. Ha and i went to sing songs. Jason was the highest of all and we had a mini k-box session. =p

Yv'05 camp ended the next day, without a bang though. Everyone was like so tired and longed to go hml. In the nite went for Heartzlink volunteer get-2- together. Had 3 meals of Nasi lemak. woah and Weixing ate 6 eggs for breakfast! Later in da nite had a post YV camp dinner. 21 of us turned up and it was da most packed dinner i have ever had. Woohoo YV rockz! was doing stupid things in the restauarant like sotong clap and everyone was looking at us. Went to view Xmas lightings later wif vick, hoonie, siru, weixing and joanne. Reached hml at 11 plus and the next day is msia trip! can imagine how tired i am. =p

To Shashimi: It was the most amusing Angel Mortal game i had so far. Last year Becky wrote her reply msg rite in front of mi but this year was even more funnier. Sorriex dat ya have to get ya own present. hahax thanx for all da fun!

"heart to heart, we'll nv fall...."

..mia-ing..=p

2005-11-30T06:44:00.000-08:00

hohoho december's coming! My favorite time of the year because its usually the most happening period of the year, with all the chalets, gatherings, hanging out blah blah blah, not forgetting my favourite part-YVIP!! Woohoo helping out as tf this year, hope my participants will turn up good bah! hee oh and Santa Clause too1 =D

yup yup alot of events coming up so i'll be mia-ing soon. Frm tmr onwards bah til 15 dec. woah dats half a month?! Tmr will be Heartzlink day, Fri going to jim's hse for our bro's gathering till sun, but sat have concert and Pre camp so guess i'll miss sat afternoon where most pro will be swimming( either dry or wet hahax). Sun going ah ma's hse to eat den pack for camp. YV is frm 5th(mon) till 9th(fri), den 9th got heartzlink vol get-2-gather! wearing SA uniform hahax maybe i'll exchange with other pple hehex following that 11th(mon) going to m'sia with mingliang, weicheng and yichuan! Cant wait man! Mingliang said until like so fun lah but high opportunity cost incurred. =X Will be back on 14th nite, just nice. hopefully can find a job by mon. Ha for the next 2 week i can forsee myself sleeping v little except for the 2 sundays but having great deal of fun. =D

Ha in preparation to all these events coming up, i went out juz now to buy losta of stuffs. Mostly food though for da camp and m'sia trip, angel and mortal present and some other stuffs. Spent quite alot in total?! but think its worthwhile but the angel mortal gift abit over budget lah, hmph nv check price properly. Whoever is my mortal will be darn lucky lol. =p

Been in a potter mania mood. Read Globet of fire and Order of Phoniex together. The books were great but the movie wasnt. Think its a better idea to watch the movie first den read the book or you will find yourself over-disappointed. The effects was good but no diff frm past movies i think. One big differnet frm the movie frm the book is that you can see how chio hermonie is rather than imagining how chio is she in da novel hahax not to metion Cho too. Harry and Cho get abit cheeky in Order of Phoneix though oops! While i wouldnt mind reading the books again i will not spend unneccessarily on watching potter's movie. =p oh yah was wondering why so many characters are missing in the movie- Dooby and Winky the house-elves, Bagman, mrs weasly and the Dudley(there may be more), yah so many things left unexplained wonder if i have not read the book will i be able to understand what's going on notz. yah and i would suggest change Dumblerdore the last one who acted is much better. Heard he's dead though. =X Well so much to comment on, one conclusion- juz read the books! the movie is worth at most 3 stars for mi. shall try to borrow half blood prince when i finished mia-ing. =)
Till then take Care Pals!

"If you are happy, but not because of me, will I let go of you, thats truely having you"
-Mayday, Zhi Zu

..finally..

2005-11-21T12:13:00.000-08:00

woah think its time to update after such a long time. It's a bit late but finally its over!! 2 years in SAJC has just flashed past and dun think will get the chance to go back to malan road in the short run and wear the nicest uniform in Spore! hehex

Anw post exams has not reali started for mi except on fri which we had our last paper and went town to catch movie, not harry potter though so a bit disappointed but nvm its still a gd day out! =D okiex losta of events coming up- Sentosa trip wif S75, jim's hse stayover and song's bdae celebration, YV 2005, YMCA's flagday, YSP hols camp, Heartzlink vol's get-together 2005(the theme is back to sch days!), Malaysia Trip, 4G chalet or BBQ, Mr Chu's hse warming and lots more! ha but most pro cant go for all as some will definitely clash. Opportunity cost incurred hehex nvm should look forward to all these activities. =D

Just packed my room aso. cleared all those unwanted stuffs. All the notes and paperwork add up to 3 full bags siaz. Now my room looks so clean and tidy hahax shall change my blog's layout too. after jim's papers are over. All da best pals who haven cleared yours A's yet and then we can enjoy while we still have life.

p.s Anyone got gd lobang for any jobs pls tell mi kkz. need a job badly. thanx!

"I asked for a chance, you din reply, for then i shall wait till the end of time.."

..memories..

2005-10-09T13:34:00.000-07:00

woah been quite a while since i blog sth down arx. been slacking and slacking though my results are darn sucky. even lao shi said she is disappointed with my results lah. Hafta work harder!!

Few more days and my official stay in SAJC will be over. Its da farewell assembly, after thursday its up to us what we want to do for preparation for A's. Let mi blog down briefly the wonderful memories i've had in SAJC in the past one and half year.. =)

The most significant place in SA must be the cafe. Its the place where we spent most of the time at when we do not have lessons. Its not uncommon to see we S75 guys the 10 plus of us sitting together, eating the fabulous foods, crapping, joking and eye candying around. hahax Its one of the most fun part in sch each day and ever looking forward to it cause there will always be much laughter around. =)

Another must blog down place in SA will be the reading room. Its the place we did most our mugging. Although its a mugging place, there is still much fun dere. Before prelims, we will all stay in the reading room to mug everyday till 8pm. think we are the most faithful reading room user in the whole SA siaz. It may be not so fruitful when we have like 10 plus pple mugging together but its defintiely more fun!

"Which is the place most associated to SA?" Most Saints will say, "Harbour front!" I will be very shocked to hear of any Saints who has never go to Harbour front in his or her entire SA life(minus the scholars perhaps). Just a few bus stops away from SA, it must be the most visited place by Saints. I have aso lost count of how many times i've been to Harbour front for a meal with my class! think i'll miss harbour front alot after i leave SA.

SAJC has always been a sporty sch, so is my class guys. Woohoo! the times we played basketball in the hall, soccer at the street soccer count, soft ball at the field, captain's ball, handball, floorball is sooooooooooo fun and yes tiring too. I'm so blessed to be in a sporty class which made my long breaks and pe lessons so much less boring. Not looking forward to pe lesson in tekong though =X

okiex shall write till here first, maybe have a part 2 later hee. so many unfortunate things have happened in the world lately. Pray that things will be better man! God bless!

"memories are to be kept in the heart, so is my memories with you"

..starlight.. =D

2005-09-24T09:59:00.000-07:00

Went for Starlight Cinema juz now, watched Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets on this big screen at the padang. It was cool hahax juz dat the weather is not cool at all. It was a Heartzlink gathering but found that the pple whom turned up some i did not noe them at all. hahax but anw it was a cool experience watching movie sitting on grass, eating chips and under the sky. =p however the sky was cloudy and dere was oni a single star in the sky. =X

Ended at bout 11plus and there was actually a second part showing Harry Potter and the prisoner of Azkaban but decided that it was too late and nobody wanna stay so it was time to go hml. Saw Kairu on the way to the mrt and she is going to stay on and watch da movie. Guess this would be my last post prelims activity beforing starting to pia again for A's on mon. Hopefully on mon bah hee =p

"Beside me, it wasnt to be, for if you were beside me, the stars in my heart would be filled"

..post prelims.. =)

2005-09-18T08:26:00.000-07:00

whoohoo! prelims finally over! although da last paper sucks man. chem paper 3. gonna work reali hard on my chem siaz. but after 2 weeks of intense examination its finally down to some post prelims activities! =)

Juz came back frm Chimjes. Watched the Man utd vs Liverpool match. ha its like our first time visiting Chimjes to watch live soccer match lolx. At first da sky quite bright den cannot see anything but luckily da sky turned dark enough for us to watch da match and it didnt rain dat heavily. =p Not many pple dere though, think half were liverpool fan and half were man utd fans. Ha we brought pools too. 5 bucks for man utd win and 5 bucks for 2 goals. Odds is quite gd lolx but the match end up with a nil nil draw. No goals and 10 bucks down da drain. Sianz

Nvm juz treat as bad luck for now and gd luck for A's level. I'm sure i'll have better luck next time. Ha had quite a gd time watching da live match on giant screen so most pro will go dere and watch again. Support the Red Devils!!

Yup next activity will be S75 outing tmr at ECP. hahax finally can try on my new baldes le. Hope we'll all have fun tmr!

After post prelims will be preparing for A's le siaz. So lets enjoy ourself and den on full blast mode till A's level. Most pro going OBA again siaz. OBA rockz!! hahax Let's jiayou together!!

"look forward to every sunrise, because every sunrise represents a new hope"

..Outward Bound Airport..=)

2005-09-08T21:29:00.000-07:00

okiex i juz woke up after sleeping for like 8 hours frm 10.30am. This was due to OBA! woah it was a cooll experience siaz, mugging overnight at da airport wif my brothers. It was my first time mugging overnight outside siaz and I muz say it was a darn cool experience. =p Well I should aso give some tips to ya all if ya all wanna mug at da airport overnight.

1. Dun reach da aiport too early. We reached dere at bout 8plus but cant reali find any seats. There are actually quite a few muggers dere as well aso so either reach darn early so reach like 10pm lidat. Can eat a late dinner so dat can save on supper

2. Bring your own supper to save money. Sweet is a neccessity to keep you awake. Biscuits and chocolate are gd for you to grab a bite too. If settled at Mac den can get free coffee or tea refill so mac is a better place to mug than BK in my opinion. The seats are better aso got cushions! hahax

3. Have apporiate breaks in between. You cant go on mugging non stop overnight de. Appropriate breaks are necessary. Play Games! hahax darn fun can relax your mind too. ha a v gd suggestion will be Pictionary! dats wad we played and it kept mi awake after a gd laught and hafta think of wad to draw and da ans aso. =)

4. Get power nap! slp for bout 15-20 mins if ya cant reali tahan. after power nap you will definitely be more refreshed.

5. Go walk around da airport for a break. Ha da viewing gallery will be a v gd suggestion can see planes taking off. Wanted to see sunrise aso de but i'm too tired and lazy to walk till dere siaz. hahax we aso walked frm T2 to T1 aso for a change of environment and breakfast at 5am.

6. Tip frm Jim to keep awake- SMS hahax now i noe why he can stay focus and awake till 3am le. grin*

7. Music i v impt. Rem to charge your battery of your mp3 or hp or discman. Sometime hafta blast music when it reali get noisy in da airport lolx eps after a plane has touched down.

8. Last of all, leave after 9plus after a gd breakfast. Thats is da best time when i think most pple reali cant tahan anymore after a night of mugging and dere arnt many pple on the train so ya can get a gd spot and slp all da way hml. Dun miss your stop though =p

Reali have a gd time at da aiport. Will definitely go dere again after this experience, perhaps with other pple, maybe will get diff kind of experience but this one is definitely fun and cool! =D

..teachers day..=)

2005-08-31T23:20:00.000-07:00

Ha okiex so today dere was no sch or rather no paper due to teachers' day celebration. Last nite went to town after da horrendous maths paper to buy gifts for our beloved teachers. and as usual its almost da same 9 guys think we are getting closer and closer le lolx after spending so much time together. =D

Den this morning went back to SA to watch teacher's day performance.Not bad at all lah, quite entertaining but last year's was de classic. =p After dat went back RV to see teachers! SAw alot of old RV friends too. Den in da end we managed to find Mrs look and Huang Lao shi oni. Talk for a bit da weather is darn hot lah. After dat went to Ikea and eat curry chicken. Talk a lot of crap dere. It was like old 4G times! hahax reali miss those time lolx. Talking to them dun reali need to care bout so much lolx, sth which i was to able to do in SA, which da closeness of the class but its getting better among da guys definitely. Think this may be da last time we will see each other before A's end lolx. =X

Tmr is chem mugging day! and Project Superstar! hahax hope it will be nice or else i'll waste revision time watching it. Jiayou Kelly! Jiayou Wei Lian! Jiayou Kenny! hahax

"play hard, study hard and mug smart!" -secret formula

..and finally..

2005-08-29T22:00:00.000-07:00

whoo da day dat we have been waiting(or rather dreading) for has finally arrived- Prelims!! started with GP as usual and it was no comment as usual hahax juz hope that i can get better than 45 marks this time! =p

Maths paper 1 tmr. Juz hope i dun freak out tmr and screwed up da paper. Been scoring 70 for maths so juz hope for a A dis time round lah hehx. Luck dun reali play a part in exams though its reali how much effort you put in in preparing for the exams so i thinked i'm surely pok for fri's Chem paper 1. Luckily its juz paper 1 and there's still paper 2 and3 to count in. The sep hols are reali crucial for us siaz hope that it will be one of the most productive hols i will have! =D

All da best to all facing with prelims and promos, as well as O's level siaz! Press on and the end of year hols are waiting for us, not forgetting tekong too hahax. Take care of your health esp. =D

"Its not the results that count, its the process that matter!"

..mug mug..

2005-08-15T07:07:00.000-07:00

okiex i've finally settled down to do some serious mugging and i'm proud of that! hahax although its kinda late but its better than never. =p My plan for now: stay back in sch to mug till da reading room is closed everyday until sch is over. Hopefully i will still be able to make it lolx. =D All da best to mi! hahax and to da rest of pple in da world facing with impt exams now.

Guess its not easy to make decision that can turn ya life around. so gd luck to those facing with impt decisions to make now! so do I...

"there may be dark clouds in the sky when it's raining, but look for the rainbow after the rain and the sky is cleared"

..National Day..

2005-08-10T00:13:00.000-07:00

woah National Day is here! think this is one of the best National Day i have in my entire life. =D

National Eve- National Day celebration in sch begin with a amazing race like game which requires us as a class to go around the sch completing tasks. It was a gd effort by us although we din win anything. Good Job S75!! =D Den we had a National Day concert, performed by SA dance, Malay Cultural Society, Indian Cultural Society and 28th Student Council. It was entertaining especially the dance items even though it was repeated frm Rature but it was still great! hahax da guy emcee is aso v enthu which brought the house down. The highlight of the day is when we are singing "home" and started waving our hands, with econs notes!! it was darn gao siaoz lah and it shows how hardworking the j2 are. Wonder how the councillors, emcees and our teachers thought of this effort to mug for the econs test later in the day. Yup it was da econs test after that and the question is quit direct but we were all shocked when miss tan announced, "one min left.." Too many points left unexplained guess i'll hafta learn how to manage time better and invest in a new watch. After the test went to eat lunch at HB mac wif WC, tok crap for quite long and then it was mugging time after he left. finally did some work le =D Went to meet jim at city hall later to celebrate SK's bdae by having dinner. We were all darn pissed off by the chin restaurant that we went. Shldn't elaborated furthur but we promised not to eat dere again even if the whole suntec is closed. Went Coffee Bean to drink after dat and then walked to da "durian" to see fireworks. We reached at bout 1045pm so hafta wait quite long dereso we decided to play finger guessing game using fingers and i was da big winner! hahax
Beautiful Firework followed and it was darn nice! and lasted quite long aso. Took video of it wif my lousey hp but still a great experience.

National Day- Woke up at 9am despite sleeping at 2 plus. Went to JE mac to mug wif SK hu is da bdae boy! Happy Birthday! den meet up wif jim(again) to visit da je carnival, actually he got other motive de lah(oops). da exhibition was informative but not to our taste so we settle on 1 spot to watch performance and be entertained. Went live on tv! hahax and dere was fireworks again! this time da firework is lower and we are nearer to it so it was more closed up and real. Although it was shorter than last nite de but overall da experience is better and da atmosphere makes a whole lot of different lah. and yah Ade joined us in da middle of the show and we get to crap more on diff stuffs. =p so it was fireworks 2 in a row and i'll nv forget da experience. Maybe going to see da last one on 14th if got time. till then mug hard! =D

"time will not turn its head and wait for you, so dont waste time for it to turn its head"

..=D..

2005-07-30T03:41:00.000-07:00

Alot of stuffs happened in this past week, some happy some sad...

Learning Fest- can say its quite slack lah. First day went to play table tennis, something which i haven do for a long time so its quite fun lah. After that went hlp out in balloon crafting, which is quite chaotic and messy but think the pple has fun lah. Can see from their smiles as they went hml hands full of balloons they have twist themselve. Second day, hlp out again with balloon in the morning as there are some spare time. This time round its was much better and organised but i was left alone in the room to teach all da pple while da rest were busy pumping and tying the balloon. It was a much better effort by all of us after the lesson learned on the first. Gd job and keep it up! =D after balloon then went for starting a business talk. It was in chinese and learned much frm the speaker's experience as an entrepreneur. How i wished i can be like her and earn like 2 billion dollar a year! =p Then it was visit to URA. Alan and Wc were unexceptionally excited when they saw our junior class start getting up to the same bus as us. hahax its was quite slack da visit and ended at bout 345pm. Went to Maxwell to eat den. Ate da famous Humjimpang which sell like 7 for 1 dollar!! and we get to fried ourselves but da size is much smaller than normal one lah. Went hml after dat with a bloated stomach.

Friday- Had the long awaited Mentoring Farewell Party. It was very well organised and much more interesting than our farewell for our senoir lah. Felt bad bout it lolx seeing how much effort da j1 put in. The video is touching, da gift simple but with alot of meaning behind it and the food cheap yet nice and simple. Victor sabo mi to drink da fear factor style forfeit drink which got milo, pepper, milk, soya sauce and other weird stuffs inside. But da play of the day muz go to eileen tan who has to give a amusing speech and we all had a gd laugh. After da party went Swensen @Marina Square with mindy, Felicia, Liang jun, victor and noel to eat a "farewell dinner" It may be very true that its our first and last dinner together with mentoring pple. Finally offically and unoffically out of mentoring le but let's hope that our passion for mentoring wun die down yet siaz. Cheeriox!

Today (SAt)- morning went to TTSH planning to visit Patricia who was over stressed and got admitted to the hospital with Tim and Chermaine but went dere too early. It was way before the visiting hours so hafta go dere another time. Heard that Patricia got memory loss, wonder if she can still remember mi notz if i saw her. Hope that she can have a speedy recovery. With much time left before tuition, decide to went to see see the Queentown primary carnival. It was much like our Campus Rumbus juz dat the crowd was mainly parents with their children. Met up with Becky later who agreeded to take over my tuition den we went to see da mum to discuss the details. Will be having last tuition next week so that have more time for studies but aso means that no more extra pocket money for mi le. =X finally can give Becky her very belated Bdae present. Her birthday is like in june lah den give now. but feel happy that finally can give it to her le. =D

So eventful hor. Hope that the next post i can write, " so sianz, mug da whole day but finally got down to some serious work done!" =PpP

"When fate calls in, you just have to believe in it"

..bored..=X

2005-07-25T06:17:00.000-07:00

Argh! dont know why life is getting more and more boring. Guess part of it is due to da pressure frm A's and NS and it is getting higher and higher. Counting down to prelims, haven reali started on revision, wed and thurs learning fest at least can slack. Look forward to playing table tennis again after such a long time! yeahy!

Sat went to see Rapture with Sk and Marco, da actual same pple i watched wif last year. Jim and Song cant make it. Ade aso den hafta help Sk disposed of the 2 extra tix he had. Asked around, no pple wanted them. But luckily during YSP on fri nite, Someone called mi to buy da tix! THanx goddness siaz or else wasted da money. THanx Michelle for helping! =D

Yah back to da concert. It was great!! but we all agreed dat last year one's is better. Da moves were great though and we were all v impressed by da scream done by one of da gal at da end of one of the dance. Darn loud and shrieking, sound like frm a horror flick. but it was great lah. Had supper wif them at old airport road. was thinking to go geylang to eat dou jiang you tiao de but lost our way and end up at old airport road dere so decided to eat dere. Quiet a few pple went dere to eat too. After supper had a long walk back to payer lebar mrt and were all darn tired. Look forward to next year's Rapture. =p

"look forward to happiness, look back for advice to happiness"

..superstar..

2005-07-08T00:38:00.000-07:00

Juz finished watching Project Superstar results show and also scan thru the website. Last week da highest scorer guy and second highest scorer gal got booted out of the competition. Alot of pple including mi think that this show is juz a "copycat" of Singapore Idol. Da way it is organised, da style, juz dat it is in English and its a fight between guy and guy, and gals and gals. Da top guy and gal den fight it out to be the next superstar, although i think that the runner up will aso get a record contract juz as Spore idol runner up Sly whose album is not bad at all! The judges are aso more "established" i think. One impt difference is dat da judges's score will be taken into account into the total score.(Judge-30% and public voting-70%). I wonder how the organiser of the show compute the total score and decide whose's out and whose's in. Maybe they have a special program to hlp them compute the total score.

But anw since now the judge's score will be taken into acc, the results shld be "fairer" rite. Not like Spore Idol/american idol which results is totally depend on public vote. hmmm but this dun seems da case. Hot fav Kelly juz got knocked out! despite having a score higher than her peers. This shows that the another gal, Xinhui got more votes than her. Last week william who got da best and overwhelming score aso got da boot. He ended with a sentence, "singing da best is not everything." Well i think this sentence basically summed it up.

I agreeded that being a superstar, knowing how to sing is not everything. You muz have X-factor, gd personality, pleasant looks etc. According to the judge, the best singer in da competition juz knocked out. Shldn't he get another chance in the revival round like da rest for his outstanding performance. Then he can try to get votes frm da public. Alot of us dun reali care about voting for the candidates whom we support cuz its too ex. 60 cent per call/sms/ I would rather call 1900 112 6868 to hlp da cancer patients. No votes= out you go!

How do you get votes? frm family, friends, strangers, young innocent gals etc and maybe boys too. Wouldn't a contestant juz say, "Rich Dad, I want to go into the music industry, Hlp mi, Call 5000 calls den i can go into the next round" They can juz do lidat every round since in the beginning i dun think alot of pple will vote cuz not popular yet. Think Taufik and Sly only got alot of votes until later rounds too. So money can do the job yeah? Maybe the organizer can be more subjective by clearing our doubts on how the total score is compute and also da no of calls/sms received so the audience will have a clearer view on wad's happening.

Kelly and Derrick, whom i support,got da boot juz now. Only junyang(an ex saint i think and a favourite) go thru whom i support too. Alot of contestants are shocked too when they announced Kelly is out, can see frm their face. But anw the results are out heng they have another chance. Hope dey can do a Sly! Fior the rest juz too bad but the sky is big. Next week another round, hopefully dere wun be anymore screw up and may da best go thru! =D

The above entry is my own opinion. You can agree or disagree with mi or even best stayed neutral. The show is nice though with alot of nice songs and critical yet sometime funny comments. It took courage for them to sing on stage in front of a big crowd so let's salute them no matter how dey fare! =)

"Getting the best results is not everything, having a great life is"

..happy long weekend..

2005-07-04T08:44:00.000-07:00

Common test is OVER!! Woah hoo! hahax had a gd time celebrating the end of the stressed week.

Had movie marathon on fri. First with Dingo, mingliang and weicheng to watched War of the world at JP in da afternoon den rushed over to Lido to watched Initial D wif Tzeheng, Song, Shunkuang, Ade, Qianling and Yefan. And also Tzeheng's friend. =) The movies are great man. Strongly recommended to watch.

An even more evenful Saturaday. Went to Suntec Exhibition hall for an MOE event which SA is to promote its I&E. Was there to do balloon scrultures for mostly da kids dere. And man da response was too overwhelming! 300 plus balloons were not enough not us to last for 3 hours or so. In between went to Sims for the bbq. Although most pple had left liaoz, but heard it was a success so it was great. Ate mostly da 'leftovers' and then went back to suntec to hlp out at da booth. Yup in da end hlp da councillors to tear papers for their origami and got to noe three more new SA friends! After dat went to went da class guys for dinner and to celebrate Mr chu's bdae. Had a Swense icecream and waffle for dinner. It was great! hahax think i had a craving for swensen's chocolate crunch now. Ha da nite was not to end yet as I went for brother's gathering at jim's place. Did the usual stuffs and chat da unusual stuffs. Yeah brothers forever! =D

Youth Day Hols spent at hml to have a gd rest from the tiring week. Woke up at 245pm. It was a crazy 15 hours slp. How i wish i can slp dat long if i wanx everyday. =p

"faith and hope is a subset for success, so keep them in your heart"

..yellow ribbon..

2005-06-18T08:13:00.000-07:00

Had a great time last night with my sec sch class-dinner at Swensen, order a gd breded chicken rice and a chocolate crunch which is darn gd, and then went over to Istanna park to talk and play maffia! hahax i'm muz admit i'm a poor game master, cant rem hu is hu. I'll TRY harder the next time de lah. =p Anw Angel, Ade, Jessica, Luo Zhi Wei, Siong Chew, Jim, Song, Marco, Shun Kuang and Tze Heng turned up! Not bad at all siaz. Had a gd time!

Today was the Yellow Ribbon Flag Day.Went to meet at JE mrt and hlp out with the distribution and signing in and out of volunteers. Din do much actually JE was overcrowed with pple selling flags. There was 2 small gals age oni 12 selling flags too and one of them keep scolding mi for coming into theior territory. =p THey are gd siaz think can raise 2 full can of money while i have oni 1/4 tin. Hafta thanx those hu donated for mi, some friends- Shu Hui(2E), One SA j2 gal but we dun noe each other, Tze heng(he doesnt has small change though), Yun Hsiu and Guo Feng.

Most of da time was spent at the booth itself. There are 2 other staffs dere, anothoy and lay theng. They told us stories in the prison, some gossips too hee. They enouraged mi to become a councillor in the prison da next time since I wanted to become a social worker. hmmm not a bad idea i think. It was a v interesting job and to be able to hlp the inmates in one way or another is a meaningful thing lolx. They aso taught mi some skills in social work lolx- nv give personal no and always give office no. =)

I think that the yellow ribbon project is very meangingful. Put yourself in another people shoes and try to understand their stand. Do not look at them with coloured eyes. THey need a chance. If they are willing to turn over a new leaf, why not give them this chance?! Sometime we ask for a chance and people dont give us, how do you feel? guess how will they feel then? Some of them deserve the chance and one of them even become a CEO of a company after being released! What say you then? I dont know any ex-convict yet but after this experience being part of the yellow ribbon project, I will wear the yellow ribbon. Maybe I'll work there even. The option is defintely open. =D

"Give people a chance, and they will give you one the next time"

..life..

2005-06-16T08:10:00.000-07:00

Life should be filled with love,
friendship and kinship above it all,
not with hatred and jealously,
as well as the power to rule it all.

Life should be full of laughter,
smiles is also not bad,
just dont let sadness and tears come in,
and turn your world upside down.

Life should be filled with fun,
doing what you like,
and not what your are suppose to do,
but come back to the reality.

Life should be filled with love, laughter and fun,
and not sadness, tears and loneliness,
you can determined how your life are,
so why not start to fill it up with what you want now?

Xing Xue Lai Chao Qie Le Zhe Ji Ju Hua,
danoe whether it makes sense not
but i'm happy
Ying Wei Wo Xie Le Yi Shou Shi! muahahax =)

By Kenny

"No matter is a thin book or thick book, if it can get you gd results, it muz be a gd book"

..slack..

2005-06-14T09:27:00.000-07:00

here i am again, slacking away at hml, facing the com rather than the notes i shld be studying =X
Planning to have a study camp, maybe in sch, early morning go sch den mug all da way till night time. Hope dis time wun have so much last min studying and can do better but guess it will take more determination to carry it out. Hope next week i can reali concentrate on my studies siaz after YSP camp. =)

"there are too many lessons in life that you can learn, so why study??"

..spirit of volunteerisim..

2005-06-11T21:45:00.000-07:00

M.Y Heartzlink Jumble Sales 2005 ended juz now. After much packing, tagging, shouting, advertising and promoting, we raised a sum of 2300 bucks this year! Although its lesser than last year, its was still an enriching experience, for da IJ gals who came and hlp, da heartzlink comm, citibankers and other volunteers. Jumble Sales went smoothly this morning, though I was abit late and saw an overwhelming no of pple in da room before I stepped inside. after looking around, I decided to hlp out at the toys section which Wei xing, yuli's brother and 1 IJ gal are dere le. There were quite a no of pple dere but most pple are busy looking in the piles of clothes for cheap bargain beside the toys section. We got quite discouraged when the no of pple at our stall become lesser and lesser den I decided to try to hlp promote the sale of a scooter by riding on it and shouting "25 bucks scooter!" however no one bothered bout mi and we hafta keep da scooter back into the green shop. at round 2pm, there wsa a mass discount as the event will end at 3pm and suddenly there was a sea of pple again! -typical singaporean- Anw packing was fine as there are quite alot of manpower around and we managed to finished packing around at round 5pm and had a round of drinks and refreshment. =)

Post Jumble Sale activity da comm went to bukit timah area oppsite beauty world to eat and I had milo dinosuar and pataya. It was great food man. After meal we decided to do sth which da comm has not be able to do for quite long-debrief.

It was a heart-felt talk. althought I din speak much, talked bout post jumble sale, volunteer management, Y-ired and commitment. There were a lot of new ideas such as Heartzlink video and sch talks. It all sunddenly dawn on mi dat what is exactly da spirit of volunteerism. What keeps pple wanting to volunteer? I reali think dat everyone has their own reason to volunteer, maybe for cip hours or maybe for friends. It reali takes alot of commitment to be a regular volunteer. How much are we willing to give in the midst of our busy life? Even I had my own doubts due to coming A's level. I dared not commit myself for anything now as I feared failure to meet up expectations. However I shall try my best to do whatever I can. =p

"Happy Birthday to all Gemini!"

..tired..

2005-06-08T06:32:00.000-07:00

Juz had a long yet happy 'weekend'. =)

Sunday- Dinner with Mr Chu and S75 guys. Went to ps to eat in "Lao Bei Jing", a chinese restaurant beside Swensen. Almost everyone was late except maybe WC and Mr Chu. hahax alot of crapping wof YC during the dinner and he almost threw my hp into the water! ha luckily he has some luck dat luck or else I will have a new hp =p Went to da food court to eat dessert and then took 190 back home with the panjang guys.

Monday- Kamikaze gathering @jim's place. Wad we do is as usual-tok crap,play cards, majong, monopoly, dinner and computer. Played til bout 6 am before taking da morning nap and wake up at 12pm on tues to eat brunch. =)

Tuesday- Mentoring outing, bbq @ECP. Woah the first CCA outing we had. All da guys except Qiyang turned out. Mindy, Felicia, Eileen Seah, Sisi, Sharon, Hui Jun, Jiajun turned up too. It was fun, cooking da food, talking, playing polar bear and enjoying da sea view. Juz dat da blading pissed mi off. It sucks man. shld rent frm da other shop da next time. Went hml at bout 10 plus. took train wif Sisi, Sharon and Jia Jun. Reached hml at 12 lidat den supper wif da unfinished food that i brought back. =p

Wednesday- Had lunch and caught up wif Zhijun at ps(again). Talked bout sch life and stuffs. Long time nv see her le so its kinda nice to be able to chat wif her. =)

Hmmm seems dat sth is missing in da past few days- Mugging! hahax not mood and no time siaz. Nvm i going to start soon, dis time is real, i'm going to start studying for block test 2. Starting frm next week =p

" What lies ahead can be uncertain, but be certain of what you want."

..hols..=)

2005-06-02T20:55:00.000-07:00

Finally the long-awaited holidays is here and what a way to kick start it! Went out on fri to watch movie with Xinwe to kinda celebrate her birthday. Saturaday went to watch Yang Guang You Miao with S75 guys. Sunday had home visit, helping out with jumble sales preparation and then went to expo for the food fair with some of the class pple. Although it was tiring at the end of the day, guess we had fun and done something meaningful, althought its kinda of indirect bah.

Then came Mentoring Camp. Quite alot of interesting things happened in the short 2 days stay in school. Guys jokes, playing cards session, pool session with da guys, lots of games and spooky stuffs in the night as well. Well kinda of pity cant really see what happened in other areas during the night game. Quite fun to hear Wei Fen and Eileen about their unforgetable experience in the guys toliet and Qi Yang and Stella scaring people at Jacob Ballas. Not forgetting getting scared by Victor( the ghost), whose make-up was wonderfully done by Cara and the many screaming during the movie. All thanx to Eileen Tan that we changed movie half way and it worked man! cuz dark water is getting boring and Ju-On definitely made more people awake and scream as well.( ha i'm not one of them)

After breaking camp went for the SVC launch and brought back coupons to sell. This brought me back memories of Campus Rumbus and I'm looking forward to the carnival, not as part of the organisator but as a participant. But guess I hafta finished study first arx. Mugging Rocks!! Those who want to mug together feel free to ask mi out arx. hee =)

Overslpet on wednesday for the GP lecture. Went today though but in the end only few in da class turned up. Had mentoring meeting after that and went play pool at Westcoast RC with mentoring guys.

Well guess there are too many events happening alreadi in this short yet packed hols. going back to my books now. =p

"The best thing in life is getting to know you" =)

..hmmm..

2005-05-23T00:26:00.000-07:00

finally be able to blog again after so many blurred days.. quite dumb on my part also lolx.
Nothing much happened in da past weeks. Had the ysp mentors retreat with Ronghui, Pat, Chermaine and Tim. Shared bout our feelings and what we think about YSP. Think it was a fruitful session bah although everyone is like very tired-after school mah- Came out with some ideas for the camp aso hope it will be run smoothly. =)

After like 3 months, the home visit has been changed to help out in Heartzlink for our jumble sale. Hmmm although I would prefer the outing with bishan home, feel glad there we would need to scare there will not be enough Heartzlink vols. Gonna try our best arx S75!

Had mixed feelings bout the coming hols.. the though of needing studying for exams got mi sianz diao. esp for chem and econs with so much to study but guess that it is necessary aso or else it will be worse when A's come. excited bout the mentoring camp on the first 2 days of hols but it will hafta be followed by 3 days of GP lecs. =X Den there will be Jumble Sale and YSP kids camp. Guess it will be tiring arx but its definitely worth it!

This week is definitely a slack week with pratically oni 3 2 days of sch. Tues and fri are like half day?! This will be my last slack week-i promise- =D JIAYOU bah!

"there is no success without failure in life.." for team SAJC. All the best for the rest of the matches!! Gambette!

..tuition..

2005-05-10T06:45:00.000-07:00

Exams coming, not for mi but for da two kids whom i giving tution to. Woah quite stressed siaz luckily next mon will be da last paper le den can relac liaoz. No more tuition thereafter- but dat will mean no more income aso lah. hahax guess i can only everyday stay at hml and eat maggie mee le. hafta save up too alot of good friends' bdae coming in May and June siaz. gonna meet up wif some of them in da hols. =)

Looking v forward to the hols but not towards the end of it. =X

"Stay happy and optimistic so that u will not be sad and pessimistic, look on the bright side of life!" =p

..long weekend..

2005-05-01T09:06:00.000-07:00

Finally a long break dat i needa. Reali have a gd rest da past 2/3 days. Been sleeping, playing com and watching tv. nothing to worry bout. Hafta study tmr though or will slack behind le. Jiayou to all mugging hard !! =)

" The greatest fear is not fear itself, but fearful not not be able to overcome fear"

=)

2005-04-20T05:49:00.000-07:00

hmmm seems quite along time din come online siaz-tired. Da past few days have been spent on slping my way out. Last sat is fun though, went for the elderly mobile service for the first. Had fun wif the elderly though they were quite shy i would say. Couldnt understand da guangdong hua dey are speaking aso so its juz mrs lim talking to them while weixing and i juz smiled and try to play with them. =)

Finally caught up with Becky yest. Ha gathering of angel and mortal. Had lunch at Billy Bombers at Hereen. Well muz say dat she looked different in her new hair colour siaz- definitely for the better. Still rem da night when she tapped on my shoulders when we S75 guys are in taka. I was shocked to see her siaz and she's has juz highlighted her hair lah. Hahax funny though now to think of it. Had a gd time wif her at lunch, caught up on wad we are doing now, about life, yv and our common friends. Shared some tips on study aso. The most fummy moment is when we actually went into da restaurant. It was playing da yv dance song! and we juz looked at each other and laugh. However i ordered too much food and hafta leave with a overbloated stomach.

Went to see The Pacifier after lunch at PS. Finally got to use da free tix i got but da movie caused becky to be late for her work. Sorriex Becky! I'll help ya complain to trans island for letting 7 190 come in da 10 mins which we waited for da bus. =p Overall had a v gd time wif her. Guess now it's da time to catch up wif friends before time run out siaz.

"Memories last forever, Friends are for life"

..passion..

2005-04-13T08:24:00.000-07:00

hmmm quite an interesting day with like four lecs in one day-Braindead siaz! however highlight of da day was actually today's mentoring session. Waited till 4pm for da j1 to end their arts enrichment thingy. hahax not bad siaz 16 j1 actually turned out to come for the session, was expecting a lot to pon. It's like quite fei for them to go dere at like 445pm where da session is going to end soon and they are juz going to play games wif them. However its was an eye-opener for them bah and to get aso a taste of wad is coming up in da next few sessions. hehe

Mentoring ends wif a bang! Miss Lim lecture us after da j1 was dismissed. Well it wasnt reali da first time she talked to us lidat but dis time dere was reali a serious and stern tone in her voice. One qns she gave us and da j1 reali let mi reflect on why are we actually doing these- as in mentoring. " Why ya wanted to join mentoring? We wanted true passionate mentors who are both physically and mentally dere with da mentee.." Miss Lim said sth lidat. Although its kinda like a routine qns, pple aso gave routine ans. I reali wondered how many pple actually ans dis qns to their heart. Do dey have da passion?? I cannot ans dat for them. It's a qns that dey have to ans themselves frm the heart. What do they want to achieve at da end of the day...

Rong hui is da one who reali brought da passion for mentoring in mi. The words she have said, the things dat she have done, the efforts she have put in for YSP and heartzlink. Without her, i think my passion would have died out much faster. Passion does died out, for the passion to rekindled again, perhaps ya reali have to take a break and reflect on why ya are doing these. Maybe its time for mi to eat a kit kat soon. =p

"passion of the heart, power of the mind.."

..timetable..

2005-04-12T22:11:00.000-07:00

The new timetable started today which appears to be good for our class as most of us would be able to go home at 1245pm except for those poor guys who have cca in the late afternoon to contend with. Things were even better for me as phy is the last lesson so i released at like 1045am?! hahax

So as usual i went to the reading room to study alone, it was freezing man. Feeling bored by the chem notes, i decided to catch up with some of my friends whom i think should be free at that moment. So the name "huiyian" came to my mind. She is a senior of mine back in the RV interact days. Thinking that she is not working, i smsed her and a reply came within a min. End up that she is working in an investment company in Raffles Place but she decided to slack also and smsed with mi while i do the chem tutorial. Long time did not talk to her liaoz ever since i left NJ so its nice talking to her again. She's one of the best senior around siaz! At 1245pm, I decided to go home and catch a nap as my eye lids felt heavier and heavier.

Took bus 61 home, a long journey, decided to slp for a while. Sitted at my favorite back seat, i took out my muvo and listened to the music blasting throuth the ear phone. "Is my tuesday going to be end up lidat in the weeks to go?" Nopefully not. Was wondering why the timetable com gave us such a timetable. Not much breaks in between lessons for the 4 sub pple but end early on like everyday. Is the school hoping that we will go home earlier to rest and study? I think that will end up more trips to harbour front and town though. I would prefer alot of breaks and end sch late so that i could be forced to study in sch. However we are going to be stuck by this timetable so time is for us to spend.

Time is precious with not much time to A's. It's time to spend quality time now in sch. No slacking allowed!! or i will certainly regret when 18 Nov come. It's good to see the class starting to really start studying liaoz, doing the tutorials, a good sign siaz maybe except for Hadec bah. Dont really know whats his plan siaz.

Tmr is lecture day with all da lecs. Have experienced it in NJ before though hopefully i dun fall aslp in lecs tmr. =p

"Actions speaks louder than words, but to inspire you need both words and actions"

..my life journey..

2005-04-11T07:46:00.000-07:00

A blog to keep account of what i have done in life, to reflect on the things i've done, to keep as memories. Have gone thru a lot in da past few years. Things have gone quite exciting since Sec 3 but there have aso been alot of up and downs. The forming of our Brotherhood, the loss of a brother, family problems, getting to noe her, memories wif her, YVIP, Heartzlink, NJC and SAJC. Things happened, realised that ya muz reali cherish wad ya have, not to regret in da future.

My life journey.. a journey full of reflections and memories. "Inspire" has been a big part of my life in da past 2 years or so. Hoping to bring inspiration as well as inspire myself. A simple blog.. a simple life..yet inspiring..